mysticwater

Ad-mist the chaos, one has fallen;
R.I.P - Taffy (too-fat) Lacasse;
august 15 2001 - june 25 2011

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Now we are facing the aftermath. It’s much like how it felt when it was paws. Every room in the house is thick with tension. My knotted stomach and numbed heart actually begins to feel hot; I feel so withdrawn and detached from myself and everything around me, it’s almost scary.

Kleo and Yuki won’t stop yelling and searching for her, each call breaks my heart.

i gained 13lbs this week i look so bloated its disgusting and im STILL starving (which im hoping is a side effect to new drugs im on), and im still twitching/being shaky; then taffy died. and all i can think of is how the me rn cant model looking and feeling like this and ugh everything just sucks and is setting me off like wow

fml